Rest In Peace 2007. I Piss On Your Grave!

Merry Sexmas everyone and good afternoon.
I knew that this wasn't going to be a good Christmas because of how the last one ended up and how much money the family has had to sacrifice for everyone else this year. I'm not trying to complain on how my presents sucked or anything like that it's just unsatisfying when you get a pack of soda as a present rather than something else. Well, I can't complain in the end because I got 1 out of the 3 top presents. Anyways, I'm glad I could spend some time with the family this year. Defiantely worth it.


Last night I went to church. Yep. It's been about five years since I've stepped foot in a church. However, througout this year, I told myself by the end of it I would go to church and say hello to ALL my friends in the big house. That is if they believe that and are there. I'm so tired. I don't know why I'm so fucking tired, I just want to sleep all day but I also want to skateboard because everything is closed, pretty much, and you can pretty much skateboard anywhere you want today. I'd have to bring my little cousin if I left though, but it's cool because he is and he also skates and I'm sure he wants to get away from all the parents here. I definately want to spend time with my friends today though and I don't know what that would entail if I were to bring him along. Hah. His parents would kill me if he touched any type of alcohol. Good grief, I don't even think I should have wrote that. Hah.











RESOLUTION: I know it's a really layme thing to do, the whole, "I'm going to select a 'special' day to make this pact to myself. That means I need to do all the things I'm going to quit as much as possible untill this special day." Fuckin' laymeeeee. Human satisfaction is a forever struggle because it can never BE satisfied. Anyways, mine is to start skateboarding, be more commited to what I put my mind into and oh yeah, the whole not drinking thing except on special occasions. I REALLY REALLY REALLY need to follow up on that last one because not only has it got me in trouble with the law but it's been causing bad health problems. Gah', it's going to be hard to turn down a bottle of gin come this year. I wonder what everyone else's resolutions are going to be for this year. I hear the quitting drugs/cigarettes thing is major. Heh.










Although this has been a terrible year I can admit that I've learned a lotttttttt from it. Maybe too much? I guess that's impossible, but it's been really intense and a slap-in-the-face-notice if you will. I'm hoping to whatever is holy that this year picks up. I know the first month is going to suck but that's because of this year. Please help me help myself and when you see me walking down the street take the time to talk to me and I'll take the time to make you laugh and tell you how cool you are and if you're REALLY special I'll tell you how special you are in my life and the all-natural-circle of how your role plays a part in the story of my life. Don't let my Christmas and expirence of this year make you feel bad or sympathetic, which I doubt it would, go out there and have some fun kid.

Much.

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